Beauty

10.03.2005Osebno

It`s snowing again. The streets are going white again and my coat looks like I`ve been having a bad hair week. White dots, melting away as they touch the black fabric. The sun is behind some clouds, making promises it cannot keep.

But for me, spring is already here. There is this feeling of…exciting calmness. Of feeling that the world is a good place to be living in. Despite all the past, present and future problems. Despite the snow, sleet and lawyers.

It was one of those days when it’s a minute away from snowing and there’s this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it. And this bag was, like, dancing with me. Like a little kid begging me to play with it. For fifteen minutes. And that’s the day I knew there was this entire life behind things, and… this incredibly benevolent force, that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. Video’s a poor excuse, I know. But it helps me remember… and I need to remember… Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world I feel like I can’t take it, like my heart’s going to cave in.